Have you ever been so sad, in so much emotional pain that all you can do is cry? When it’s to the point where you don’t know how to deal with all your feelings and you just can’t cry hard enough? Well recently, thats how I have been feeling.
The breakup with my boyfriend of a year and a half was really hard, pherhaps made harder by the teenage emotions and the fact that he was imediatly with another girl. It hurt alot to see him walk down the halways at school holding her hand, and it felt like everything was falling apart.
Heres the good part. Life goes on. I know its only been a week, and i’m not over him to say the least, but that feeling of emptiness is gone. So now I’m moving on with my life. I kind of just realized one morning that my life is going to go on, with or without him.
Today I got a job at Papa Murphys. Its great because now I can save some money for my spring break trip and my graduation trip. I can also start saving to get my car, and also pay for prom and homecoming. I even have another date, although for right now, we remain friends. I think its the best thing for us considering I still have a lot of healing and dealing to do right now.
Wish me luck my loves, because life is full of heartache and dissapointments, but its still going to be everything I’ve ever dreamed.
